simply put, i m about to be punished, cause the official paper will come out next Monday, because of sth that was not my fault.
there was a training programme yesterday, and i didn’t take it cause the one who should have told me about it didn’t, she said she didn’t know that i was one of the product managers. but the superior department still holds on tight with their judgement regardless of my innocence. my boss explained to them that i was doing some urgent things somewhere else and couldn’t make it on time, he did this cause he thought it could protect the fame of the sub-branch, cause then no one would ever know that it was somebody else’s failure of doing her job. so this is about the old game again, the pawn has to take one bullet or whatever u call it for the king. the feeling is bad, really bad.